INCUBUS OD

I've been listening to Incubus nonstop for the last week. I forgot how much I love them. This reinspired love came from when I downloaded their compilation album Monuments and Melodies, and I fell in love with the eponymous track of the album. Twenty four hours after the download I had that song on nonstop repeat. <3

I miss you was just playing. Incubus has good music, but the lyrics they set to their songs are incredibly powerful. "To see you when I wake up is a gift I didn't think could be real. To know that you feel the same as I do is a threefold Utopian dream." I MISS JON SO MUCH.

I recently fell back into contact with Jason. I forgot how much I enjoyed out conversations. I remember how inspired I was to be a better person when I first met him. I still am. He's a great guy, and someone I aspire to be. He seems very well put together and focused.

I've been running, and I'm starting p90x soon. I may start today. I should start today. We'll see. I have been running to get my fitness up. I've been feeling like shit lately and I think it's from the lack of physical activity. Exercise=Endorphins which means an overall improvement in my mentality. I'm going to e-mail Sharron about starting up with Fresno taiko. I've been applying to so many jobs in the last few days. I hope one calls back. I NEED MONIES.

I "liked" an event that a Hayden was attending only to get a quick response from him asking me to attend it as well. I don't know exactly how to take it. I barely know him and it's far. He said we could go to the seminar then get drinks after. The seminar is call "What I learned at gay camp" or something along those lines. This straight guy attended a Christian pray-away-the-gay type camps and is now writing a book about his experience. It all sounds rather interesting, I'm slightly worried about Hayden's intentions. He could just be really friendly :D He seems nice so we'll see. If I do go I'm planing on taking the train up to Davis.

I'm starting to get athlete's foot. I'm quite grossed out by the whole idea. I'm completely certain I got it from sharing the bathroom with my brother. He is gross, and has problems with athlete's foot and other fungal infections before. He never treated any of them, so I'm sure he still has them. He doesn't clean the bathroom we share at all. I'm considering charging him to clean up after him. I'm going to ask him to buy my medicine for my athlete's foot since. The last time I had it was when we were last living under the same roof. Gross gross gross.