Skanky=good. Skank=bad

You all have those moments in life, where a few hours later you think to yourself.. "what the hell was I thinking". That is my life as of now. Why.. Because I am naive, and lazy.


As a wise group of people once said, and I look up to them so much, " It's morphin' time!!!"

:D I'm Pedro Potter!!!


Quote of the week: I wish Patrick's alter ego was real..... and dating me.

Shoot 'em up

I've got practice today, very exciting. I got money. This week is so much better just in comparison.

I accomplished some spring cleaning. I am actually half way done right now and I am losing motivation. Today is such a beautiful day it's not even funny. I feel good, a little empty, but good. I'm feeling courageous; enough so to ask someone on a date, haha, any takers? :D. I have a few in mind. One is too far away, the other is kind of busy but hopefully she will agree. We shall see we shall see. Feeling great, feeling motivated. Looking forward to practice tonight!! :D YAY!

Motivated

Is how I'm feeling.

I'm expecting to have a great week :D

I feel great right now :D

Fountain Hopping

Invitationals are the best thing that has happened to me in a really long time. After my very bad week everything seems so far away. I'm glad I got everything off my chest. I'm glad that is over. :D

Thanks for being grown up about it. It means a lot.

C'est la Vie

Life doesn't really like plans. I tried, I leaped, and I fell, but like Kasey said when we were all don't, "Wow, you really have courage to run as cultural as a first year." It was a little silly of me to have gotten as upset as I did yesterday. To be honest I was a little embarrassed, but I was heart broken. I was so set on giving back to Tomo and working in the club and making a great year that when I found out I wont be as big as a part as I wanted to be, all I really could do was cry. Like I kept hearing, "You are young," I feel that is why I didn't get it, because I'm young, I'm green, maybe too green. Hopefully next year I'll be a little more ripe for their tastes. I am a little bitter, I should be happy, and I am to an extent. There was nothing I could have done. The club chose who they though would lead them best. I still do have Tomo and thats all that matters.

I just had such a terrible week and now I'm glad it's over. I have Stanford to pick me up :D! I'm soo glad I still have Taiko, I'll always have it.

Say

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you know what your fate is?
And are you trying to shake it?
You're doing your best and
Your best look
You're praying that you make it

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Better than you had it
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Yeah, better than you had it (Better than you had it)

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Whenever the end is
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there
Go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say it

Is it karma?

So today is seriously the worst day ever. It blows all of my other "bad days" out of the water. It started off with a midterm bright and early, which I totally failed. Follow that up with a rejection letter from ASUCI telling me I'm not good enough to be a shuttle driver, then the cherry on top: My car got towed. YAY!!!!! My stomach hurts really bad now. I'm worrying about elections more than ever, and ahhh!!!! Sigh.


At least I can take a lot from today though. I'm right now taking care of my car. I'm more humble, and now know not to be overconfident, and to study more because I still have time to bring my grade up. I'm also learning to stay on top of my game and meet deadlines.

So yea. I'm am extremely stressed, but I just lay here defeated. I'm going to overcome and be alright! here I go!

HOORAY!!!! Love FTW

Yay for the legalization of same sex marriage here in California....woooooo



haha.. that was a little annoying.. But on a brighter note I can marry whoever I want.. YAY!!!......


hahah.. hmm... or is it whomever...

Oh well it doesn't matter.. I'm really excited

I mean yea it doesn't mean there aren't bigots still out there

But here this is a step in the right direction for equality

And freedome of LOVE <3

on a sadder note.. I need to just forget you.. haha..

Chibi-K

Today was J-town's 25th annual Kid's day celebration. Tomo went to go help out with one of the events called Chibi-K, aka, most fun I've had in a really long time.

On a different note..

I'm constantly discovering how people will never cease to amaze me, and also how I will never cease to amaze myself. I had dinner with some people from my dorm that I never eat with and it was cool. We had a really good conversation; it was a nice escape from the aches and fatigue of the day.

I don't know what to do about you. I don't know you well enough to flat out be, "hey, I like you, and want to get to know you better." I mean, I've notices some things that I want to take as more than coincidences, but, I'm a wishful thinker. I like to make up little scenarios based on the "what if"'s in life. I like to fill in some blanks with things I want to see. I'm hopeful, but I have learned from prior experience that thats not how things work out. People don't usually have the same lifestyle as I do. Instead of dwelling on it I should either take the initiative and get over it, or just forget about it. I'm worried though. I don't understand why. The last time this happened I told him how I felt, and although nothing will come of it, he is now my best friend. If I tell you, how will you react? Thats what scares me. It shouldn't because if you feel the same way back that would be great, if you don't, and are cool with it, then I'll be closer to you and become a little closer with a friend, and if you take it poorly, then maybe it isn't such a good idea to even associate with someone like you.

Come on Keith.

He is older and probably more of an adult than you know in this world so far next to your parents. Just like taking on the Cultural thing. Just take the leap, take a risk, and the rewards will only be that much better, and if you fall, at least you flew for a little bit, unlike those grounded for their entire lives.