C'est la Vie

Life doesn't really like plans. I tried, I leaped, and I fell, but like Kasey said when we were all don't, "Wow, you really have courage to run as cultural as a first year." It was a little silly of me to have gotten as upset as I did yesterday. To be honest I was a little embarrassed, but I was heart broken. I was so set on giving back to Tomo and working in the club and making a great year that when I found out I wont be as big as a part as I wanted to be, all I really could do was cry. Like I kept hearing, "You are young," I feel that is why I didn't get it, because I'm young, I'm green, maybe too green. Hopefully next year I'll be a little more ripe for their tastes. I am a little bitter, I should be happy, and I am to an extent. There was nothing I could have done. The club chose who they though would lead them best. I still do have Tomo and thats all that matters.

I just had such a terrible week and now I'm glad it's over. I have Stanford to pick me up :D! I'm soo glad I still have Taiko, I'll always have it.