Chibi-K

Today was J-town's 25th annual Kid's day celebration. Tomo went to go help out with one of the events called Chibi-K, aka, most fun I've had in a really long time.

On a different note..

I'm constantly discovering how people will never cease to amaze me, and also how I will never cease to amaze myself. I had dinner with some people from my dorm that I never eat with and it was cool. We had a really good conversation; it was a nice escape from the aches and fatigue of the day.

I don't know what to do about you. I don't know you well enough to flat out be, "hey, I like you, and want to get to know you better." I mean, I've notices some things that I want to take as more than coincidences, but, I'm a wishful thinker. I like to make up little scenarios based on the "what if"'s in life. I like to fill in some blanks with things I want to see. I'm hopeful, but I have learned from prior experience that thats not how things work out. People don't usually have the same lifestyle as I do. Instead of dwelling on it I should either take the initiative and get over it, or just forget about it. I'm worried though. I don't understand why. The last time this happened I told him how I felt, and although nothing will come of it, he is now my best friend. If I tell you, how will you react? Thats what scares me. It shouldn't because if you feel the same way back that would be great, if you don't, and are cool with it, then I'll be closer to you and become a little closer with a friend, and if you take it poorly, then maybe it isn't such a good idea to even associate with someone like you.

Come on Keith.

He is older and probably more of an adult than you know in this world so far next to your parents. Just like taking on the Cultural thing. Just take the leap, take a risk, and the rewards will only be that much better, and if you fall, at least you flew for a little bit, unlike those grounded for their entire lives.