Sexuality

Hmm.. A big word.

What is it, and why do people get so hung up on it. You know after some talking I've come to believe that sexuality is a very fluid thing. It's never this, that or the other. It's never 100% gay, or straight or 50/50. I think it's constantly changing for people. I feel I am bisexual. I usually consider myself 50/50, but somedays I feel more 40/60. I waver. I think everyone does yea? I know what I want. I'm not the confused little boy thats going to get with you and screw you over. I'm not going to lie. I did do that once. I was scared and still trying to explore my sexuality at the cost of someone's heart, and for that I am very sorry. I don't think we should deny what we are feeling. I think people should be more open and if they feel they have feelings for someone they should go for it. I swear if I ever get with someone I'm not going to break up with them because something better comes along, or because I'm bored being with one sex, it will be for a legitimate reason. I'm making that promise to myself and my future S.O. Don't be scared. Don't worry what others will say. Do what you feels right. Don't get so hung up on what someone else says that they are this or that. The world is full of gray areas. Nature is not black or white. That's why I like facebook. Here you are not gay, straight ect. you are Male, or female, interested in whatever. I only proclaim I am bi because I feel that is the easiest way to explain to others what I am. For the longest time I didn't say I was, because I still felt like me, and I didn't like that title. Now, It' s like whatever.. ever since a certain event in my life I don't care anymore. I thank them for that.


Blah.. I'm just rambling...